oori_amon

YEah I use tumblr.com now and some other things that I should probably update here, but I have yet to update for like years!!! I wrote more than ever in an actual journal at home . I'll re-write it later.
This is more or less a test to see if my tumblr receives my journal posts as link to my tumblr

check me out:

http://althecoffeemonger.tumblr.com/

 oh and twitter:

http://twitter.com/randomspaz_al


its sad I know.

So here I am trying to get my butt over to Italy for a program abroad so I can earn a Baccalaureate Certificate. I have slaved days and hour and weeks and like months, that was out of order.... anyways, I have taken most of my life from the time I graduated to today trying to get all the things in order so that this College would take me. Well I got that part, I'm accepted. Know I find out that I need ample amount of time inorder to get files like the acceptance packet showing proof of acceptance to the Italian Embassy. WELL the people whom accepted me are in florance and the American counter part is here in Texas, and Emails do not work, neither fax. Holy cow right. Next I need flyt info to be already made, medical insurance proof, classes at College proof, me American citizen and passport, um.......oh housing proof. That means putting moneis down on housing, airplane to and when from, and tuition payed. I can't have all that done now. That a damn huge amount of money that may not work out perfectly as planned. Like maybe the damn Visa takes to long and I miss classes in Spring, then I find that the apartment I found it smellin like cat piss or has that perv that lives next door who know students come from America. I'll also be staying longer than a couple months, so my plane ticket will not be right. WHAT IF THEY MAKE ME LEAVE DURING THE SUMMER WHEN I'M NOT IN SESSION. OMG!!!

I just want to be educated. This is probably due to the US being so hard on other foreigners come here. Yeah, if you guys didn't know, were the hardest damn counrty to get into. we're like the old N@zi army with the whole papers thing.

Oh man, I forgot to list the fact I went up to SF, yeah three hour ride with one peepee stop. I saw San Francisco Art Instature which rocks and CCA which has a killer architech degree. I am a hard candidate cause I'm serious in Digital but also in drawing. I have no idea what either can do for me. I find the grad center in SFAI easier to get to then CCA's. Both are in this industrial warehouses shoreline areas of SF. I think that SFAI has a developing neighborhood that has potential. I found that I'll probably need to do Fine art stuff at the graduate center and my digital at the undergrad center (main campus). There were some seriously coool looking chicks and some cute guys. But I want so friends that are cooler than me so I jiffy up more cause my friends are. Like a good influence. Not like I don't dress up anyways. I love fashion and being healthy. I'm not into the kids that use drugs to get thin and wear overly dramatic clothing. Its creepy. I've seen girts with normal weight and pink black hair/ clothing that look killer awesome. Seriously druggy thin is just not "in" these days. I also will flip that over to the totaly fat and chunky girls, tight clothing are never ever going to be good for you. Leggings work if you have an identifiable calf muscle and no ass. But chunky, been there once, you want skirts and long loose shirts. There are great cloths out there that are worth the money instead of crappy cheap that u bulk up on. To them Obese, get some therapy. Maybe get that needle therory that turns off hunger. Obviously Obesity is deeper than just being big and hungry.

Wow, I really ranted head on. Sorry.

-I'm out

Wow, I got to paint and touch up the outside of my house yesterday. What a wholesome way to spend my life. Seriously now, who asks their daughter to waste their artistic talent on a house as old and California crap built. Yeah, the houses out here in California are shit. As my mother lectured me on, houses are basicly wooden beams spaced out from each other to hold the shape; framing it self. Then crappy metal tubes hold the wiring that runs thru the house. Shit wood scraps that were pressured together create the walls with more crap wood chippings pressed together with glue and stuff run up and down the sides of the house. Then the shit sheet rock and plaster texture of the inside of the house. It's a fucking mess when it is done. So here I am trying to fix up the outside with paint in order to seal the crappy wood from the elements, rain, and bugs.
I much rather be in the garden. There are a bunch of things to do that are useful. There are these beautiful weeds the color of the setting sun that I want to use in empty patches. The plants always need pruning and watering. I have a love of my garden, mom's garden outback, and the garden for grandma. I need to go buy Thyme and a crawler for the top of the hill to fill in a dead spot among my shrubs. My mothers friend, kim-das, has built a bird house that looks folk/vintage and we want it in the other dead spot among the tall growing hedge that I don't know the name of.
I hope I get to socialize with my two adopted sisters soon. I think their both made at me for not returning calls. I would be mad too. I need to contact them on the e-mail to give them a heads up on my life, I swear I am not that interesting or important. I just have a lot to think about with College and travel. I also have responsibilities to the house, my cat Sophie, my bird Vicky, and my mother. I can't eat until they eat in the mornings. Like right now, I have time to write because the others are hanging out eating. Oh well, I love them all so much, just the four girls under this crappy roof.
-Cheers

I totaly suck at life. I failed to be alive in that I try to do whats best for my future and not take advantage of my family while doing so. Yet here I am getting into fights with my mother and not really being a cartoonist. I haven't drawn much. I have no incentive. I really am not that great. I can't really write. I usually miss spell or grammicaly mess shit up. I can't manage anything or work in a place that needs me to know money or counting money. I am not savy with language, sales, ideas, or memorization. I'm kinda pritty, but not enough to be some kinda model or actress. The fashion world and advertising world is too hard to get in competition with. I just want to make my mother happy, proud, or something along the lines or postive so she can go and live out her freaking life and die happily. All I want is to go travel the world, learn to seriously Illustrate and get  a job story boarding or art directing for Pixar. Maybe an animation industry in France.
Lately I've been trying to get into Savannah College of Art and Design. I got some entry, but its scary compared to my University back in Marin. I already graduated from Dominican University of San Rafael. I got a BA in Graphic Design. I should say I sort of got a BA in Graphic Design. I merly got a liberal arts degree that will launch me off into a BFA and MFA in something. I have no idea what. I just want to do something amazing. I want to make kids have dreams and explore the world of fantasy. I'm so tiered. I'm going to go work at the gym again today and space out. Maybe I'll be a thin as my charater drawing one day. lol!

Cheak out me Fucking art:
Spazingkitten.deviantart.com

Not really sure what to write right now. Maybe that I'm doing all this with a crazy Irish band inthe background playing and I'm totaly wiered out by that. I just uploaded this new keyboard that is wireless and it kinda sucks. I mean it works but the keys aren't as cool as the old one I broke. I want that keyboard for World of Warcraft
http://www.ideazon.com/us/products/keyset_wowbc.asp
or this
http://www.trolltouch.com/
kinda solves the whole keyboard thing. lol